Tag Archives: suffer

Learning and Teaching

Animals are wired to “leave the nest” after learning what they need. It’s just how God made them. I have shared with you that I struggle with codependency and Complex PTSD. It’s an ugly and can be an exhausting combination. … Continue reading

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, anxiety, Current Posts, Daily Living, health, Mental Health, Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

No More Tickets

A little bit scattered Leftover scars Splotches of mistrust Appearing as jailhouse bars This time you lost The wound may have reopened But no blood was spilled I’ll not allow it to be deepened You thought me a fool An … Continue reading

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, anxiety, Current Posts, Daily Living, health, Macro, macro photography, Mental Health, poetry, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Triggers

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, anxiety, black and white, black and white photography, cloudscapes, Current Posts, Daily Living, health, Mental Health, nature, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Hardened Together

Arguing self Bantering within Calming things Dive right in Expecting different Finding faults Grilling voices Hunkering thoughts Independent choices Jokes on me Kindness pushes through Love still to see Maddening soul No long term peace Opening cracks Pounding beasts Quivering … Continue reading

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, challenges, cloudscapes, Current Posts, Daily Living, Mental Health, Mindfullness, nature, photography, poetry, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Swallowed

Trying to grow Out from under control Tips gasping at newness Roots tangled in madness unseen Floating between two worlds And planted in nothingness

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, Current Posts, Daily Living, flowers, Mental Health, nature, photography, poetry, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Titles

Shadows of Rejection Blending darkness Light fighting through Hiding chaos Empty smile Invisible words Swiftly banking As reality reminds You must breathe Take one more step

Posted in anxiety, Current Posts, Daily Living, health, Mental Health, Mindfullness, Pictures, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Left Ajar

This old rock home, Nothing left inside- Rocks and wood and rusty nails, Stripped of things to hide. This old empty house, Left alone to rot- Burned and molded and lifeless, And then I found a spot. This windowless sill, … Continue reading

Posted in Current Posts, Daily Living, Mental Health, Mindfullness, nature, photography, poetry, Thankful, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment