Tag Archives: suffer

Interpretation is Dangerous

Posted on October 20, 2019 by mammasquirrel

If you’ve put up with me long enough, you know that I am in recovery for codependency and CPTSD. Yeah I’m a mess. But something struck me at a testimony meeting last night. This person described, by their definition that … Continue reading →

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, Current Posts, Daily Living, Mental Health, Mindfullness, Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged anger, anxiety, apology, codependency, depression, education, emotions, feelings, healing, health, heart, humble, humility, labels, love, Mental Health, moody, pain, peace, perspective, prayer, self-reflection, selfishness, speak, strength, stress, suffer | 2 Comments

Flash

Posted on October 16, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Back to a moment when Safety was constant And the lingering Of waiting for what could be next Doesn’t taunt in your brain From second to breathing second When was that again? Forward to a moment When the hurricane has … Continue reading →

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Hold Up

Posted on August 24, 2019 by mammasquirrel

It’s ok, I know you sang the song lol! Warning you this is an emotionally driven post. I have my issues, as we all do. Some of us are more open to sharing, which in my eyes is a positive … Continue reading →

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, anxiety, Current Posts, Daily Living, family, Mental Health, Uncategorized | Tagged emotions, family, healing, heart, kids, Mental Health, mom, Momlife, pain, parenting, perspective, self-reflection, suffer | 5 Comments

Learning and Teaching

Posted on July 24, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Animals are wired to “leave the nest” after learning what they need. It’s just how God made them. I have shared with you that I struggle with codependency and Complex PTSD. It’s an ugly and can be an exhausting combination. … Continue reading →

Posted in 2019 TNH Archives, anxiety, Current Posts, Daily Living, health, Mental Health, Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged anger, anxiety, codependency, Complex PTSD, depression, education, emotions, encouragement, feelings, healing, health, heart, hope, Mental Health, mom, moody, pain, perspective, self-reflection, strength, stress, suffer, worthy | 2 Comments

No More Tickets

Posted on July 20, 2019 by mammasquirrel

A little bit scattered Leftover scars Splotches of mistrust Appearing as jailhouse bars This time you lost The wound may have reopened But no blood was spilled I’ll not allow it to be deepened You thought me a fool An … Continue reading →

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Triggers

Posted on June 27, 2019 by mammasquirrel

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading →

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Hardened Together

Posted on April 19, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Arguing self Bantering within Calming things Dive right in Expecting different Finding faults Grilling voices Hunkering thoughts Independent choices Jokes on me Kindness pushes through Love still to see Maddening soul No long term peace Opening cracks Pounding beasts Quivering … Continue reading →

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