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My jaw hurts from clenching it shut Because I know I carry the foreboding weight Of the avalanche if I open my mouth
I love this. I need it on my wall. I’m so over people judging and telling me how I’m supposed to be doing everything when they don’t live in my house, don’t have my job, aren’t raising my kids, and … Continue reading
The sun bounces off her back As she calls out Vocally sharing her heart- Her needs Her wants- And when the rains come The storms and winds Her feathers are waterproof– Her protector Her safety Her shelter- She’s always armored … Continue reading
Can you see The humiliation? Is it apparent The embarrassment? Does the shame Glow in a full blush? Am I able To hide the sadness in my eyes? Is the armor I attempt to carry Enough to keep me hidden?
Yesterday’s news Is the same as last year- Your imagination Is my nightmare- Those lies coming Spewing from your lips- Is the truth you Continually twist– Tell them it’s me I’m no good- Fits your storyline Just as it should- … Continue reading
It’s not enough to close these eyes, And turn off all the lights- Because my thinking doesn’t have an off switch, And darkness brings the fights- The worries march forth, With the “what if’s” next in line- Row three is … Continue reading
Trying to forget Trying not to hear Those words you spoke Days ago Sitting in my head Rotting my emotions Like the leftovers Spoiling in the icebox Breaking down Causing grief Until discarded And I can’t rinse off The rancid … Continue reading
In the shadows I wish to blend- To become invisible To the flying knives- Striking my heart Mumbling my thoughts- Starting and stopping The liquid betrayal Seeping out- Carrying words Not yet said- For they are not yet known But … Continue reading
It’s been a crazy week. I’m not sleeping well, I had crazy Covid training to do for daycare, I am not doing well this week playing with stupid. There is a big smile to share though-I’ve added to my fur … Continue reading