Tag Archives: pain

Hold Up

It’s ok, I know you sang the song lol! Warning you this is an emotionally driven post. I have my issues, as we all do. Some of us are more open to sharing, which in my eyes is a positive … Continue reading

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Learning and Teaching

Animals are wired to “leave the nest” after learning what they need. It’s just how God made them. I have shared with you that I struggle with codependency and Complex PTSD. It’s an ugly and can be an exhausting combination. … Continue reading

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No More Tickets

A little bit scattered Leftover scars Splotches of mistrust Appearing as jailhouse bars This time you lost The wound may have reopened But no blood was spilled I’ll not allow it to be deepened You thought me a fool An … Continue reading

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Triggers

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading

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Knees

And as I break Once again I fall from standing Shattered on my knees I cry out to you My savior and shelter To wrap me To save me From my thoughts and fears To help me off the floor … Continue reading

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Hardened Together

Arguing self Bantering within Calming things Dive right in Expecting different Finding faults Grilling voices Hunkering thoughts Independent choices Jokes on me Kindness pushes through Love still to see Maddening soul No long term peace Opening cracks Pounding beasts Quivering … Continue reading

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Guarded

Closed and locked Tucked in and bolted Snared and safely melted shut Plucked one too many times Snapped in half repeatedly Now its time to keep that wall From being rampaged again

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