Tag Archives: pain

Bridge Closed

Does the road ever close permanently? Does the torture of resentment and bitterness ever disappear? How can the past be the past when it continues? How can you “let go” of the things that have hurt you when they still … Continue reading

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Interpretation is Dangerous

If you’ve put up with me long enough, you know that I am in recovery for codependency and CPTSD. Yeah I’m a mess. But something struck me at a testimony meeting last night. This person described, by their definition that … Continue reading

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Flash

Back to a moment when Safety was constant And the lingering Of waiting for what could be next Doesn’t taunt in your brain From second to breathing second When was that again? Forward to a moment When the hurricane has … Continue reading

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Hold Up

It’s ok, I know you sang the song lol! Warning you this is an emotionally driven post. I have my issues, as we all do. Some of us are more open to sharing, which in my eyes is a positive … Continue reading

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Learning and Teaching

Animals are wired to “leave the nest” after learning what they need. It’s just how God made them. I have shared with you that I struggle with codependency and Complex PTSD. It’s an ugly and can be an exhausting combination. … Continue reading

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No More Tickets

A little bit scattered Leftover scars Splotches of mistrust Appearing as jailhouse bars This time you lost The wound may have reopened But no blood was spilled I’ll not allow it to be deepened You thought me a fool An … Continue reading

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Triggers

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading

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