Tag Archives: pain

Shield

Posted on May 23, 2021 by mammasquirrel

Can you see The humiliation? Is it apparent The embarrassment? Does the shame Glow in a full blush? Am I able To hide the sadness in my eyes? Is the armor I attempt to carry Enough to keep me hidden?

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Yesterday’s news Is the same as last year- Your imagination Is my nightmare- Those lies coming Spewing from your lips- Is the truth you Continually twist– Tell them it’s me I’m no good- Fits your storyline Just as it should- … Continue reading →

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When Can I Sleep

Posted on May 14, 2021 by mammasquirrel

It’s not enough to close these eyes, And turn off all the lights- Because my thinking doesn’t have an off switch, And darkness brings the fights- The worries march forth, With the “what if’s” next in line- Row three is … Continue reading →

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The Weekly Smile – Week of April 5th

Posted on April 5, 2021 by mammasquirrel

I think I missed last week-and I mean I missed last week. Most of it was spent in migraine hell, so functioning was not optimal. Neither the pharmacy nor I could get the doctor’s office to respond to refill my … Continue reading →

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Before Today

Posted on January 4, 2021 by mammasquirrel

Trying to forget Trying not to hear Those words you spoke Days ago Sitting in my head Rotting my emotions Like the leftovers Spoiling in the icebox Breaking down Causing grief Until discarded And I can’t rinse off The rancid … Continue reading →

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Drainpipe

Posted on October 22, 2020 by mammasquirrel

And just that easy A vivid explosion of grief- Blindsides my vision As I scatter to focus my emotions- From important to dirt You remind me where I stand- From first choice to desperate choice You outshine the last time- … Continue reading →

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Cloaked In The Blindfolds

Posted on August 16, 2020 by mammasquirrel

In the shadows I wish to blend- To become invisible To the flying knives- Striking my heart Mumbling my thoughts- Starting and stopping The liquid betrayal Seeping out- Carrying words Not yet said- For they are not yet known But … Continue reading →

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The Weekly Smile 4/18/20

Posted on May 21, 2020 by mammasquirrel

It’s been a crazy week. I’m not sleeping well, I had crazy Covid training to do for daycare, I am not doing well this week playing with stupid. There is a big smile to share though-I’ve added to my fur … Continue reading →