Tag Archives: pain

No More Tickets

Posted on July 20, 2019 by mammasquirrel

A little bit scattered Leftover scars Splotches of mistrust Appearing as jailhouse bars This time you lost The wound may have reopened But no blood was spilled I’ll not allow it to be deepened You thought me a fool An … Continue reading →

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Triggers

Posted on June 27, 2019 by mammasquirrel

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading →

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Knees

Posted on May 26, 2019 by mammasquirrel

And as I break Once again I fall from standing Shattered on my knees I cry out to you My savior and shelter To wrap me To save me From my thoughts and fears To help me off the floor … Continue reading →

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Hardened Together

Posted on April 19, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Arguing self Bantering within Calming things Dive right in Expecting different Finding faults Grilling voices Hunkering thoughts Independent choices Jokes on me Kindness pushes through Love still to see Maddening soul No long term peace Opening cracks Pounding beasts Quivering … Continue reading →

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Guarded

Posted on March 30, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Closed and locked Tucked in and bolted Snared and safely melted shut Plucked one too many times Snapped in half repeatedly Now its time to keep that wall From being rampaged again

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Bring Deep

Posted on March 25, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Breathe in Inhale the aroma Of incoming turbulence As it pounds the roof- Breaking your walls Completely Absolutely Undoubtedly crushing Them into dust-

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Swallowed

Posted on February 21, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Trying to grow Out from under control Tips gasping at newness Roots tangled in madness unseen Floating between two worlds And planted in nothingness

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