Tag Archives: depression

Cloaked In The Blindfolds

Posted on August 16, 2020 by mammasquirrel

In the shadows I wish to blend- To become invisible To the flying knives- Striking my heart Mumbling my thoughts- Starting and stopping The liquid betrayal Seeping out- Carrying words Not yet said- For they are not yet known But … Continue reading →

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The Weekly Smile 4/18/20

Posted on May 21, 2020 by mammasquirrel

It’s been a crazy week. I’m not sleeping well, I had crazy Covid training to do for daycare, I am not doing well this week playing with stupid. There is a big smile to share though-I’ve added to my fur … Continue reading →

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Calculating

Posted on May 4, 2020 by mammasquirrel

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Ghost Disguised

Posted on April 26, 2020 by mammasquirrel

Why do you still come to visit? You’re long away from earth- Years of crumbling underground, Your physicality no more- Forgiveness I granted, And somehow you remain- Shooting rapidly, Those flashbacks stun me in my moment- Allowing you continued, To … Continue reading →

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Interpretation is Dangerous

Posted on October 20, 2019 by mammasquirrel

If you’ve put up with me long enough, you know that I am in recovery for codependency and CPTSD. Yeah I’m a mess. But something struck me at a testimony meeting last night. This person described, by their definition that … Continue reading →

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Learning and Teaching

Posted on July 24, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Animals are wired to “leave the nest” after learning what they need. It’s just how God made them. I have shared with you that I struggle with codependency and Complex PTSD. It’s an ugly and can be an exhausting combination. … Continue reading →

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Triggers

Posted on June 27, 2019 by mammasquirrel

What you deem invisible Scorches my very cells- And when you shrug your shoulders My soul is cracking glass- What you can turn away from Slams into my face- What rolls off of you Is for me a personal ambush- … Continue reading →

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Hardened Together

Posted on April 19, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Arguing self Bantering within Calming things Dive right in Expecting different Finding faults Grilling voices Hunkering thoughts Independent choices Jokes on me Kindness pushes through Love still to see Maddening soul No long term peace Opening cracks Pounding beasts Quivering … Continue reading →

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Guarded

Posted on March 30, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Closed and locked Tucked in and bolted Snared and safely melted shut Plucked one too many times Snapped in half repeatedly Now its time to keep that wall From being rampaged again

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What You Don’t

Posted on March 13, 2019 by mammasquirrel

Look and find Hide and seek Buried within Short and meek- Lost within Blended well Stationed against One cell- Can’t see Out front Looking blindly Solid stunt- Nothing special Outwardly shown Silent rising Mind blown-

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