Tag Archives: depression

Balance Beam

Posted on February 19, 2023 by mammasquirrel

I live in a chaos of saturnine; nothing more than gazing incoherently past the non stop giant of poor me. It follows me to each room and only dissipates long enough for me to search and maybe find a glimpse … Continue reading →

Posted in 2023 Archives, anxiety, challenges, Daily Living, Mental Health, stories, Weekend Writing Prompt | Tagged anger, anxiety, art, challenges, depression, emotions, feelings, health, heart, hypocrisy, Mental Health, moody, pain, perspective, speak, stress, suffer, Weekend Writing Prompt, words | Leave a comment

Who’s There?

Posted on July 29, 2022 by mammasquirrel

The few bushes and the single green tree, That right there is purely me. Scrambling to stay warm, Though the cold and heavy trigger the alarms. Knocking at my sanity and denying all the truth, Destroying what’s reality completely aloof. … Continue reading →

Posted in 2022 Archives, anxiety, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, health, Mental Health, photography, poetry, RDP, stories, Uncategorized | Tagged abuse, anger, anxiety, challenges, choices, depression, emotions, family, healing, health, heart, hope, humility, hypocrisy, Mental Health, moody, perspective, poetry, RDP, speak, strength, suffer, words | 2 Comments

Ghost

Posted on June 23, 2022 by mammasquirrel

Thought I could see clearly. I ignored the “little” things because I just wanted to be loved. You made me believe your faith was strong. That I was a queen. And slowly it began to fade. Now every once and … Continue reading →

Posted in 2022 Archives, art, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, Mental Health, stories, word of the Day Challenge | Tagged anger, anxiety, challenges, crazy, depression, emotions, feelings, healing, heart, hypocrisy, Mental Health, moody, pain, perspective, stress, suffer, trust, word of the Day Challenge, words | Leave a comment

Hiding Truth

Posted on September 10, 2021 by mammasquirrel

My jaw hurts from clenching it shut Because I know I carry the foreboding weight Of the avalanche if I open my mouth

Posted in 2021 Archive, anxiety, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, Mental Health, RDP | Tagged anger, anxiety, challenges, crazy, depression, emotions, feelings, health, heart, hypocrisy, Mental Health, pain, RDP, speak, stress, suffer, Truth, words | 2 Comments

Trying to Taste

Posted on August 9, 2021 by mammasquirrel

No please not that menu again Not sure why it keeps showing up It only offers options that spoil Leaving rancid burning aftertaste – I’m looking for the the other one That I’ve been dreaming of That shows freshness anew … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 Archive, anxiety, art, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, Mental Health, nature, photography, Pictures, poetry, Uncategorized, Your Daily Word Challenge | Tagged anger, anxiety, art, challenges, colors, crazy, depression, emotions, faith, feelings, healing, heart, hope, Mental Health, moody, pain, peace, perspective, photography, poetry, seasons, stories, strength, stress, suffer, trust, Truth, words, worthy, Your Daily Word Challenge | 2 Comments

Done Done Done

Posted on July 30, 2021 by mammasquirrel

I love this. I need it on my wall. I’m so over people judging and telling me how I’m supposed to be doing everything when they don’t live in my house, don’t have my job, aren’t raising my kids, and … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 Archive, anxiety, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, health, Mental Health, RDP, Truth | Tagged anger, anxiety, challenges, crazy, depression, emotions, faith, family, feelings, healing, health, heart, hope, humility, Mental Health, Momlife, moody, pain, parenting, perspective, RDP, seasons, speak, strength, stress, Truth | Leave a comment

Wring Out

Posted on May 19, 2021 by mammasquirrel

Yesterday’s news Is the same as last year- Your imagination Is my nightmare- Those lies coming Spewing from your lips- Is the truth you Continually twist– Tell them it’s me I’m no good- Fits your storyline Just as it should- … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 Archive, art, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, health, Mental Health, photography, Pictures, poetry, Uncategorized, word of the Day Challenge | Tagged anger, anxiety, c-ptsd, challenges, codependency, depression, emotions, healing, health, heart, hurt, labels, lost, love, Mental Health, moody, pain, poetry, skies, speak, strength, stress, suffer, word of the Day Challenge, worthy | 4 Comments

Undecided Chaos

Posted on May 19, 2021 by mammasquirrel

Beneath the laugh I’m ever lost Trying to go left and right Simultaneously distraught – Climbing up Plummeting down Crying out for clarity- Day and night One in the same Always cracked Never fixed- Good and bad Not strong enough … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 Archive, art, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, Mental Health, Mindfullness, nature, photography, Pictures, poetry, Uncategorized, Your Daily Word Prompt | Tagged anger, anxiety, beneath, c-ptsd, challenges, crazy, Daily word prompt, darkness, depression, emotions, feelings, health, heart, Mental Health, Momlife, perspective, poetry, self-reflection, stress, Truth, words | 4 Comments

When Can I Sleep

Posted on May 14, 2021 by mammasquirrel

It’s not enough to close these eyes, And turn off all the lights- Because my thinking doesn’t have an off switch, And darkness brings the fights- The worries march forth, With the “what if’s” next in line- Row three is … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 Archive, anxiety, challenges, Current Posts, Daily Living, daily prompt, health, landscapes, Mental Health, nature, photography, Pictures, poetry, RDP, stories, Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged adventure, anger, anxiety, challenges, depression, emotions, feelings, health, heart, landscapes, pain, perspective, photography, poetry, RDP, seasons, self-reflection, speak, stress, suffer, Truth | 4 Comments

Be A Better Steward

Posted on November 2, 2020 by mammasquirrel

I just can’t stand it anymore. I’m soooooo tired of everyone trashing our President. Trashing our country. First-if you think it’s that bad you’re welcome to leave. if you have no appreciation for the freedoms that you actually have, the … Continue reading →

Posted in 2020 Archives, Current Posts, Daily Living, faith, family, Jesus, Mental Health, Mindfullness, Truth, Uncategorized | Tagged anger, anxiety, attitude, bible, choices, christian, depression, faith, family, feelings, God, heart, hope, humble, humility, hypocrite, Jesus, Mental Health, Momlife, parenting, perspective, prayer, respect, Truth | 5 Comments