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Back and Forth

I have plans. I have thoughts and ideas and goals. And then I question every single one of them. Are they my plans or God’s plans? Is the unknown map I am piecing together silently in my head even doable? … Continue reading

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Still Learning

All year off and on, my daughter was coming home from school upset because someone was making fun of her again. I’ve never seen such a mean group of kids. And at 8 I’m already working harder on modesty than … Continue reading

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Honesty

“Days would be more peaceful if your presence was mutable”

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Shield

Can you see The humiliation? Is it apparent The embarrassment? Does the shame Glow in a full blush? Am I able To hide the sadness in my eyes? Is the armor I attempt to carry Enough to keep me hidden?

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It’s Coming

Sunshine finally Sneaking through the gray Clouds that threaten more rain soon But are holding off To let the afternoon warmth Absorb into my skin Allowing a brief moment of joy As the kids laughter And innocence Surround my ears … Continue reading

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Wring Out

Yesterday’s news Is the same as last year- Your imagination Is my nightmare- Those lies coming Spewing from your lips- Is the truth you Continually twist– Tell them it’s me I’m no good- Fits your storyline Just as it should- … Continue reading

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Undecided Chaos

Beneath the laugh I’m ever lost Trying to go left and right Simultaneously distraught – Climbing up Plummeting down Crying out for clarity- Day and night One in the same Always cracked Never fixed- Good and bad Not strong enough … Continue reading

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When Can I Sleep

It’s not enough to close these eyes, And turn off all the lights- Because my thinking doesn’t have an off switch, And darkness brings the fights- The worries march forth, With the “what if’s” next in line- Row three is … Continue reading

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Peeking In

As the outside hangs on, By this nail and that board- I wonder if the internal stability, Is sound or in shambles- As so many of us these days, Are held together by rusty dreams- Clinging to catch the attention, … Continue reading

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Orders

My assignment is to wear this heart monitor for the next 30 days-just to make sure all is well. Then I have my stress test and echocardiogram. I’m thinking stress and anxiety may be more the culprit. Not sure if … Continue reading

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