I see you speaking to me. I feel you calling me back. I crave the freedom I once carried in you.

I know that it is there. I know it is waiting for me. And I know that every time I feel the change coming back, I’m fighting to give you your power to do what I know you can.

What I can’t understand is the why. Quite honestly I don’t want the burden. I don’t want control, contrary to what it looks like from the outside. Things work much better when I just let you do your thing.

Mark 9:24 “I do believe; help my unbelief!” While writing this, the Spirit put this scripture on my heart. I used to think it meant I had no faith, or it wasn’t good enough. That isn’t it at all. Here’s an article to help explain it.

So I will continue to do the best I can, and keep pushing through this negative until I find my way back.

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1 Response to Transformation

  1. We can but do the best we can and be happy with that. Well done.


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